Maru maru maru! I wanna have a kitty like Maru!

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You can call me fat, ugly, bossy whatever... BUT you DO NOT CALL ME STUPID or "un-intelligent"! U fucked up faci! You disgust me! Bald man! You have a problem with fat ppl is it? I know u used to be a trainner or sports related freak.. BUT you're not teaching PE/anatomy but BIOCHEM!

And I know I am NOT STUPID!

feel like giving up on myself..
i dun even feel like talking..
i feel like i'm a burden to the people around me.
i need to get a pair of glasses so i wont burden my classmates.
i need to stay happy.. but i think i'm failing to do so..
I need to stop comparing myself to others.
I need to stop dreaming. So that i will be dissapointed in myself ever again..
maybe.. jus maybe.. i need to be alone..

Stupid Retarded Poly.... waste of my time.. issue me LOA for 1 week.. then today at last can go back sch kena rejected coz nvr bring thermometer! Freaking budget! jus use the big "thermoscanner" at the entrance la! so will be easier for u to track who got fever wad! Are u dumb or wat? ARGH!!!!! Dammm retarded la!

Signing off..

Hello ppl..

Jus now in A&P class recieve this LOA sms.. =_= grr... why la... why me la.. i want to stay in sch la... Stupid h1n1, I'm not even sick and i still need to stay at home for a week.. stupid retarded poly.. waste my time at home doing nothing.. veri fun isit? grrr..

Tomolo shall be the 1st day of e-learning(eeeeeerritating) ARGH!

anyway.. everybody in rp like paranoid abt this stupid h1n1 thingy.. force us to wear mask..=_=

say cheese with mask on!! :D we are the masked riders(not raiders.. muni)!!

signning off..

Hello people..

recently been watch this J-drama called Nodame Cantabile..It freaking halious!

Just look at this pic alone makes me laugh like hell alr.. hahahahahah

And i fell in love with this chiaki guy.. hahaha..

And the music in the show also la! haha..

And i bought this drama and its special episode! :D

Next in line will be:

Nodame cantabile best 100 sound track

I want it.I want it.I want it.I want it.I want it.I want it.I want it.I want it.
I want it.
I want it.I want it.I want it.I want it.I want it.I want it.I want it.I want it.I want it.
I want it.I want it.I want it.I want it.I want it.I want it.
I want it.I want it.
I want it.I want it.
I want it.I want it.

I think i'm going crazy very soon.. because it veri ex... I want this as a present!! >.<>

Anyway..
Go watch the drama and soon u will be crazy like this too. :D

signing off..

have not been sleeping well these days.. because of the haunting of the 3 ghosts.. the past, present and future..

the Past: memories kept flashing back as if my life was going to stop.. the good, the bad and the sad.. forcing me to squeeze my eyes and wishing that it will fade away sooner or later..

the present: Worries and stress building up in my head like pressured hot magma in a volcano.. at the highest point of time, it will blow up and send all the anger and smoke and heat out of the vent. That will make me wake up in the middle of the night feeling empty and anxious at the same time...

the future: getting deja vu all the time.. i wish that i didn't have these so called "visions" at all.. because some actually came true.. recently most of them are real bad ones.. so I'm hoping i am not gonna get replicated dreams as it means that it will definitely come true....

so ya.. Holi gonna end alr... there goes my only chance of relaxation.. stress is coming back in 3 days time... so if some of u see me in sch in a daze or something, remember to knock me on my head and yell a HELLO! to keep my soul intact in my body.. bye bye..

VonVon

Hello people..

let me tell ya peeps what happened during the lab lessons! there was only 2 sessions of lab for anatomy only.. too bad..

1st lesson: cut plasticine dolls (made by me and my team member) and banana. It was the first lesson.. i thought i was going to cut up some body parts or some animal or something.. =_= in the end, i thought there was no need to wear my lab coat at all lor.. GRrrrr!

2nd lesson: my faci said it was going to be an exciting and action-packed lesson! But what was it in the end? Cutting of chicken wing.. =_= waa luuu ehh! You think I never cut before CHICKEN WING IZZIT!!

hiayo.. and that was the end of anatomy lab session for the semester.. =_= Freak! NO bunny no frog.. =_=

The DNA lab session was worst! GRRRrrrrr.. couldn't get the results under the electrophoresis. =_= it got a negative!!! AHHHH! pissed off can? we're supposed to get within the range of 1.7 to 2.0.. negative= either contaminated or too diluted! haiz.. My team did a backup of the sample also back fire.. GRRR!! Then the stupid faci still so sarcastic lo! =_= mu zhong yi hoi(canto)!

Hehe... anyway.. for those who dunnno halohadevil, this is it! Ah! First time seeing him rite? :D i've been drawing him for like since pri 3.. ahaha.. got evolution de okie! next time draw for u all to see.. the EVOLUTION OF HALOHA DEVIL!!! ehehehe.. cya!

signingg off...