Monday, May 18, 2009

have not been sleeping well these days.. because of the haunting of the 3 ghosts.. the past, present and future..

the Past: memories kept flashing back as if my life was going to stop.. the good, the bad and the sad.. forcing me to squeeze my eyes and wishing that it will fade away sooner or later..

the present: Worries and stress building up in my head like pressured hot magma in a volcano.. at the highest point of time, it will blow up and send all the anger and smoke and heat out of the vent. That will make me wake up in the middle of the night feeling empty and anxious at the same time...

the future: getting deja vu all the time.. i wish that i didn't have these so called "visions" at all.. because some actually came true.. recently most of them are real bad ones.. so I'm hoping i am not gonna get replicated dreams as it means that it will definitely come true....

so ya.. Holi gonna end alr... there goes my only chance of relaxation.. stress is coming back in 3 days time... so if some of u see me in sch in a daze or something, remember to knock me on my head and yell a HELLO! to keep my soul intact in my body.. bye bye..

VonVon

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